0uh god, please give me peace, my heart feel so hurt,upset,my mind blank. What can i say. All this feelings i have to face it and cure it by myself. At home, problems getting more worse. Outside, problems again. All this come at the same time and it comes when im not feeling that well. This few days, i felt giddy,vomiting. But i try to stay strong. I cannot type more.
*internal bleeding*.




Sorry for not updating my blog for a long time. Been busy with schools and problems.
Alright people , i shall express my feelings here and its gonna be a long post, so bear with it people Hmm, Yknow what, right now, i feel like going somewhere that is far from Singapore. Maybe i need a space for myself. With this way, i might be able to think and make the right decision , insyallah. I'm just saying okay people? I know some of you out there will get worry . That is why i have to make decision carefully without hurting or making people sad, worry .

To my dear little sister: Its good to hear that you have realize your mistake. Never mind dear, what have past let it be, you have to move on . I know that you are facing big problems right now? don't worry , your sister is here to help you out. I will support you all the way. I will take care of you . Remember my advice k my little sister?
Studies is important, remember that too
God(ALLAH), please protect my little sister, please make her a good person, please forgive her sins, please give her a chance and lastly please give her a better life in the future. God, you know that we have been through lots of things since we were young and i really hope our future will be better than now.

To afy: I'm sorry if i have hurt your feelings past few days, hope my apology is accepted. Afy, i want to say that i really hope that you become a better person so that in the future when we get married , you can look after me, my family and most important is your family. I'm not saying that now you didn't take good care of me, you really do take good care of me but i expect more from you . You know what i mean.i know i'm thinking to far, but what if we were fate to be together in the future. We got to prepared that dear. You know i want the best for you so do your mom . I hope you can fulfill it . I'm not controlling you , i just want you to success in life, in studies, soccer. You got to face all this with patience, remember that k dear? things that happens around us is call ujian dari illahi . Lastly, i really love you from bottom of my heart, i know we have been through lots of problems, but i'm sure all this will make our relationship more strong. Stay strong with me and remember when ever you face any problems, i will be there for you, supporting you, giving you advice. =). Before i forget, thanks for being there when i'm down .

To my friends: My dear friends, i know you people have problems. And some of you have shared it with me but some of you don't , its okay, just remember my dear friends, i'm willing to listen all your problems. I will not hesitate to give you people advices, opinion and so on. What is more important is that , i want to see you people happy because if you are happy, i will be happy too. If you are sad, i will be sad too . Lastly , be strong and face all those problems with PATIENCE. My favorite word of the day .

That's all for today people, hope you people had a great day. Cherish each day with loves, care, kindness because we might not know if there is still another day .

Assalamualaikum semua, byebye people. nite nite







Today went to school for fnn n level practical. Overall everything was alright . Okay past few days i was facing lots of problems. And i don't understand why that person has gone bad- worse. Pathetic sia. (KAU KASI MUKA PAT ANAK KAU, TU PASAL ANAK KAU NAIK LEMAK, BEYH KITA YANG KENA, KEPALA LETAK PAT PANTAT PERH,KALAU APAPE TERJADI PAT ANY OF US, KORANG SMUA JANGAN HARAP LEYH HIDUP NGAN AMAN, PASTI ALLAH AKAN BALAS PERBUATAN KORANG)-just wait and see. sorry for the harsh words people, but there's no other way for me to express my feelings. And yeah to someone: i don't love you, i just like you as a friend but you treat me more than a friend and now i want to go far away from you. Please lah i have mataer. Get this inside you brain oteh?

Homework haven't yet finish..haiyaa. Banyak susah lorh..haha..
That's all.chiao

Assalamualaikum

(cinta tidak boleh dipaksa, ada ngerti???)




1.30 am and i'm still awake, waiting for love to on9 but i think he will not on9. He might be sleeping by now. Its alright, this is called " SACRIFICE FOR THE LOVE ONES".heheh. Ouh yah, sorry for not updating my blog often, busy with school, family, friends and bf. My schedule is always tight and this coming monday, i will have to go back to school for fnn n level practical, wish me luck alright people!!

I don't know why this few days lots of people not in mood and not only that, lots of people change. Never mind. hmmph. I have done something wrong today, shit!. Allah forgive all my sins. =(

Baby i need you right now.(crying)

If you sacrifice for someone that you really loves but that person doesn't appreciate it, you better walk off/ MIA from that person. I am sure that person will regret it one day/ karma will come to that person. Believe it or not? its up to you people .

Dedicated to my bestfriend:ashikin
I know you'r having a hard time because you keep thinking about your problems. Dear, you have to face all this obstacles with lots of patience and you have to be strong. Think wisely.Don't make a decision which will make you regret.

That's all for today.

(cinta ibarat lautan yang membasahi darat)
(Jikalau darat itu kering kerna lautan tidak membasahinya,ia seperti cinta yang tidak disiram oleh kasih sayang,belaian dan kata-kata manja dan manis supaya ia menusuk ke kalbu)

If i change in a sudden, don't blame me ,ceyh joking je.

Assalamualaikum waramatullah hiwabarakatul.






Lonely as usually. Sometimes i feel like going out in the morning i go back home after 1 week. I will go out alone without anyone accompanying me. Oky fake. hehe, I will never do that. Today school-home-tampines-home. Thanks my dear friend for accompanying me.=)
Later i will be having ngaji, i'm tired but nevermind its alright i'm use to this tiredness. That's all. Nothing much to say .

Assalamualaikum.

(Kesunyian dalam diri ini tidak dapat dihampuskan)





Hello people, currently i'm in school doing my fnn coursework. I know i should do my fnn coursework. Noty right me?hehe.Alright just now i cry because of achik's death again. I really don't know why i'm so sensitive and emotional. Faii must be strong alright? Okay i miss my AFY right now. haiya. Alright people, on the 30th april i will be having fnn practical...Oh no!.i'm scrd..Okay lets hope that everything will go smoothly on that particular day. That's all for today.

AFY aku cinta kamu,lol..So the random ehk faii

Assalamualaikum

(cintaku tidak dapat dilafazkan dengan kata-kata tetapi aku akan meluahkannya dengan cara)



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